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I'd Love You to Want Me

Do You Think I'm Sexy?

Glory Days

Every Rose Has Its Thorn

Unchained Melody

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   An emotional story interwoven with the logical and illogical; obsession and indifference; fantasy and reality. A conundrum of unfamiliar and inexplicable sensations and feelings so powerful they’ll shake you. You’ll enter the world of an older straight man settled into a new community. A man with a history of triumphs, successes, failures and let downs who has always risen out of the ashes.

   Experience the startling shock that engulfs him when he becomes infatuated with and consumed by a much younger millennial gay man – a total stranger he has little in common with. Immerse yourself in his attempt to deal with a foreign and confusing set of circumstances, the outcome of which affects him to his core.

   Find yourself confounded by a cast of people and events. Throw yourself into several of the character’s personalities and positions, then determine where the fault is. Delve into the mysteries to solve them. Contemplate how you’d feel. Conjure up your emotions and establish how you’d deal with such a situation.


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A masterpiece! Blaine Sims hasn't hit it out of the park; he hit it out of the universe. 


You will buy this book.

You will read this book.

You will love this book.

You will tell all your family and friends about this book.

I guarantee, if sincerely not 100% satisfied, I will refund your purchase price!

   I wrote this story to convey the mind is our most powerful tool, capable of the ability to create or destroy. Love, as beautiful and magical as it is, can damage and taint the most logical mind. One’s emotions can become overwhelmed, corroding their sanity enough to alter the individual beyond repair. The rational brain becomes plagued with irrational thought once passion and affection ignite. These feelings can evolve into extreme obsession, more so when combined with uncharacteristic sexual attraction. Although this story is fictional, it has happened throughout history.

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